This afternoon my Somebody and I continue healing from our pain. Without his phone we are limited in our ability to communicate, therefore heightening the feeling of loneliness and the burning desire to hold each other. Thankfully the time is quickly approaching to his arrival. Oh how I want to just embrace him and never let go.IN HIS WORDS...
I am so sad today dear. I listened to our song all the way to work. I am afraid to read your blog because I might cry and I don’t want to do that at work. I started to but decided I’d wait till I get home. I cant take ever disappointing/hurting you ever again. I love you so freaking much I don’t know what to do. I cant wait to be with you this weekend. My heart right now is so lonely, I cant remember ever feeling like this. I love you Francine.
IN MY WORDS...Carl, if nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing? In the grand scheme of things our "hiccup" has happened FOR us not TO us. We are learning and growing in discovering each other and our relationship. I love you unconditionally my Dear One. Today I helped restore my heart by anonymously helping a stranger in need. Between your tender words and my deed, I am restored and full. Please do not be sad. Lets embrace this experience as a learning tool. Besides, this has made me acutely aware of how deep and massive my feelings for you are. I love you Carl!
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