After getting home today I sat down at my computer and realized I wanted to finish what I started last night, Francines' blog. I was already when she told me about it and had to read it right away thinking I had to finish it tomorrow because it was late. So I got Home and there it was, still in the task bar waiting for me. I felt an overwhelming feeling of love come over me when I seen it there. It was like she was there waiting for me. So I proceeded to finish plus she had an addition. After reading them, I thought and felt, oh my god, she writes way better than me. :) ha ha. yeah I laughed too. But I felt at such Peace with her writings, I heard her voice as I read them. I Pictured her face saying them. Her soft lips... umumhm.. never mind. There are many differences in our past history's, personalities, attitudes and pains, but because we are both Libras, we can Balance that "scale" of our lives. The harsh reality of life, draped in an "feeling" of love, pure emotion, and deep caring. I feel like Francine has draped her wings around and surrounded me in her Harmony. I feel this woman's love from miles away, thanks to cell phones, I can hear it. So the few times i'll get to see her, I want them to be special. So yes, this weekend I did plan something, a little surprise upon her arrival and one for later. With Francine I feel at ease mostly, with a mixture of uneasiness from the shock of what lays ahead. I know that what her life has to offer my life, will be sort of a "culture shock" type of drawing out of my sole, and I embrace it. I truly do feel the Freedom with Francine. Freedom to express my self in ways that have been buried inside me forever, and some I never knew I had. I Love Francine for all she is and has to "bring to our table".
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